人生在愛中常常茫茫然阿~

My mood at this very moment is extremely under the valley!

Why is it that I have to face all shits on my own? Sometimes, I feel like I'm a fucking pathetic child craving for your attention and love. No one understands how I feel deep down in my heart!

You think it's easy to tell the whole world yes, you are cool with long distance relationship with a big smile on your face? You are a fucking independent girlfriend? It's true to an extent, but there are times whereby you just miss someone so much, longing for someone to be by your side when shit happens?

I need companion too! But knowing that by choosing this path, the road is gonna be bumpy. I'm not asking too much, I just want someone to listen and tell me it's ok, you still have me. How hard could it be?? Don't pinpoint or find fault when someone is unhappy, that can wait till later!

Sorry for being emotional, but if it's not over the limit why not just bear a little? I've bear much more than this! It's not my fault that shit happens, it's also not my fault I feel moody, yet I chose to apologize. What do I get in return?

Sorry is not the answer you wanted to hear.

HAHa, how pathetic is it? You only care about this, what about my shit? No one cares. So why do I even care? Might as well just wipe my tears, find someone that are willing to listen, and go to bed. No point of me being an idiot making a big hoo-ha about you care or not, there is always another open ears.

Gotta remind myself this: Whatever it is, don't be too dependent.

I've forgotten about this long time ago, how dare me.