I Miss Melbourne

The weather in KL makes me miss Aussie land, because of the non-stop rain everyday, the weather here actually feels cool.

And because I miss Aussie's happy times & nice weather, I decided to post some pics from last year's Aussie trip...just to make myself happy ;)

I miss Pancake Parlour.

The people, the activities, the feel, the artsy stuffs hidden in the back alley...

Fucking act gung-ho in St.Kilda Beach, wearing a short pants & slippers..grrrrr....

I miss the egg, the bacons, the avocado, the sausage... How come everything in Melbourne tastes better??

Slurping on Italian icecream (gelato, incase you don't know) on a windy afternoon!!

First time trying kangaroo, crocodile & roo meat in Victoria night market, taste quite nice leh!

(FYI, Victoria night market only happens during summer time)

The pamper session brother King gave to us...baby abalone for supper!! Damn, I feel hungry now...

Just enjoying the sunshine with aboriginals music at the busy Collins street.

A hearty Xmas lunch with lovely peoples!

And of course getting tipsy with 2 bottles of Verve Clicquot Ponsardin on Xmas day with BFF. (FYI, this is more premium than Moet, so stop bragging if your party serves Moet!)

Waking up at 5.30am on Boxing Day to queue for Guess sounds stupid? Damn worth it when you get the latest design Guess jeans with the price of AUD80!! (Storewide 50% ok?!)

The cute & talented Japanese performer infront of Myer (Yes, I bought his CD & asked for his autograph *blushed*)

The sinful desserts at Max Branners!!

Of course not to forget, the new friends I made! You guys are awesome! (One more not in the pic, he K.O.ed)

Tsunami Attack in Japan

今晚,我輾轉難眠. 不是因為兒女私情,而是為了今天在日本發生的8.9級大地震,還有隨後而來的海嘯. 這次比2004年的還要來得更恐怖...難道世界末日預言真的會發生? 審判日將近了?

大自然终于都被人类破坏的体无完肤了,科学家已經证实了冰山持續溶化會影響地球內殼,導致更容易發生大地震,所以這2年內更多破壞力更強的天災會接踵而來! 人類現在才開始做振救工作已經於事無補了,你們所謂的保護地球還是算了吧,唯有希望大自然可以給我們多一點時間...

日本的災民,不知道你們要怎麼熬過來呢?日本帝國一瞬間就被擊垮了,而且核電廠也發生爆破,希望輻射沒有影響到人民...不然廣島之歷史又會重演了...

Oh dear Lord, I am sure a lot of people are crying out to you in Japan. I don't know what I can do for them, except saying a prayer for them. Father Lord, for those who lost their beloved ones, give them the strength to move on. For those who lost their home or still searching of missing ones, give them the faith to believe in you! May this be a chance for you to save thousands of souls, let them know the Son of God!

Mandara Spa

Today, I decided to update a super backdated entry on Mandara Spa. Dear Liwei was so generous to give me a complimentary spa voucher worth RM500!! And she gave me two, that's RM1000 already! So we decided to go in 2 pairs (Gerry & Liwei; Sam & I)...that's RM2000. Ok, stop counting =p

Before I elaborate the process to you, let me enlighten you about Mandara Spa.

The name Mandara comes from an ancient Sanskrit legend about the gods' quest to find the elixir of immortality and eternal youth. Mandara Spa has embraced this legend with unique and exotic spa treatments and rituals that reflect the beauty, spirit and traditions of ancient, mystical times. Oh btw, it's Balinese spa.

We went to the one @ Sheraton Imperial

Back to this luxurious visit, first we were greeted by a sweet Sabah girl (can't rmb her name) and had our ginger tea. While we were waiting for the room to be ready, she brought out 2 different trays. One is different types of scrubs, another is different type of oils. I can't remember I chose which, it's like 1 month ago ok.

Ginger tea ^^

Sweetie explaining each of the scrubs & oils for us to choose

Then, we were brought to our room. Each of us has a couple room, Baby & I were like a jackun snapping pics. Can't blame us, got open air jacuzzi & shower room ok? Damn horny feel lor...Anyways, we start off with a simple foot massage, and then the real Bali experience starts here.. Our masseuse start putting on the scrubs on us + massage for a good 30 mins I think. That scrub I chose was supposed to have a spicy sensation, indeed it was SPICY on my skin! It feels something like those hot chilly slimming product, for a moment I thought I lose 3kg HAHAAHAHAH!

Then they wrap us up in cloth and leave us there like a mummy for another good 20 mins? Then then here is the best part! We get to shower in the open area, but abit paiseh la....both masseuse was there changing new sheet. Baby & ! was like: " Oi, can see us onot wan? How to wash pet pet like this?" -_-

So after shower is oil massage time. Unlike the Thai & China one, Balinese massage is very gentle & soothing, it's all about pushing (or whatever you call it). Can't say much about the massage, I was half asleep =p . And last but not least, we have a basic facial to wrap up the whole session. No joke wei, guy masseuse know how to do facial also!

Foot massage area

Body oil massage area, behind me is the open air shower area

Open air jacuzzi area, too bad we don't get to use it

So yeah, this is my 2 and a half hour experience! I'll come back the next time when I have a rich husband.

4 Non Blondes - What's Up

Always loved this song, the lyrics are simply meaningful.
Blasted this in the office, and I felt better =)
Life still goes on...

Twenty - five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
And I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Ooh, ooh ooh

And I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time, in this institution
And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?

Hello from office! I'm starting to adapt to my working lifestyle already, waking up at 7.30am, going to bed before 12am. That's great isn't it? Niki and I have even decided to read Our Daily Bread every morning, be a devoted Christian =)

Today, it talks about as a Christian, you may never write a book, but by living for God you will be one! You will be an open book, an “epistle of Christ” for all to read.

If someone were to read your life like a book,
would they find Jesus in its pages?

Think about it =) God bless you all!

First day of work

After splurging and having lots of holidays in the month of December, it is time to settle down and start earning money.

Well yes! Yesterday was my first day of work in Buddies Network, it is an event company with 2 good bosses. Meanwhile, I'm the only one working permanent for them, but it's all good! Coz I get to learn from A-Z, i will excel!

There are quite a lot of events lining up until March, I might be going Labuan & Singapore for work, not for holiday....like finally! However, it's a tight month for me...paying the tolls (1 day rm5 o.0) and petrols....SIGH~~~can't wait for my salary already~~

I just wanna thank God for giving me this opportunity to be with Buddies Network, I believe there is a reason he chose to put me here =)

Bye Bye 2010

人地話分隔兩地既感情最終都唔會有happy ending,初時我都係咁認為,但是漸漸地我既想法改變了. 人長大了,思想成熟了,分開是為佐將來,只要有共同既認識,結局一定會唔同 =)

響澳洲返來佐差不多10日,先至開始適應返大馬既時間. 日日4點幾就肚餓,10點就眼訓 (時差3個小時), 整只豬咁 -_-"

Baby響new year eve個晚俾佐個大大驚喜我! 我同朋友倒數完返到屋企, Baby竟然訓響床度等我 (有著衫,唔好想錯隔壁!!). 仲送佐粒Iphone 4俾我,開心死我啦!!! 整個幾月無見到他,瘦了,有點心痛. 不過唔緊要, 我已經好努力咁學緊煮飯啦!

倒數個晚我地去佐一個貴7貴既地方飲野,叫THE HILLS. 成日聽人地講到有幾靓有幾high class, 其實都係麻麻,真係得個貴字.

watermelon slush - RM40. Melvin told us to pretend it's watermelon from Japan, not so 心痛.

似唔似黑玫瑰?

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011 !!

God is good!

I am currently still in Aussie, but I can't wait to share the glory of God to those who you that reads my blog. The trip updates can wait, but not this.

First of all, I want to thank God for giving me more than what I asked for. I wanted and needed a car so badly as I've finished my studies and it's time for me to start working. I did manage to got hold of a good 2nd hand Myvi, but there's some bank loan problems in it.

God has not only helped me to settle the loan issue, but also settled my car installments! Amen!

Secondly, I want to thank God for guiding and leading Sam along the way in his new career over in Singapore. He has been worrying how to make more money to survive as it is not possible for him to get another part-time job as he only has the working permit to his current job. No way there's short cut for him without any connection! But God did it again! Someone head hunted him and offer him a part time job for extra income without needing him to get a permit.

I just wanted to tell you all...God is good! Amen! Ask and you shall be given!

3 more days...then it should be our 3 years anniversary.

Why do you have to do this to me? You mend my heart, and you broke it again. again. and again.

The bible says that in Proverbs 21:17 He who loves pleasure will be a poor man; He who loves wine and oil will not be rich.

It also says that Don't let wine tempt u, even though it is rich red, though it sparkles in the cup, and it goes down smoothly. The next morning u will feel as if u had been bitten by a POISONOUS snake. (Proverbs 23 : 31-32)

We put so much effort, we planned so many for the future, we anticipated all the shortcomings when the minute you decided to go to S'pore for a new job. We were prepared for all these, and ready for it... because we know at the end, it is for the better of our future. We know that it is a happy ending.

Sadly, this did not last long. You only went there for 2 weeks and things happened. Are you the only one not mature enough to handle all this alone, or am I the only one that can ready for all this?

I am sorry, but I really do not want a drunkard to be the man that I give my whole life to, the man that will love me and take care of me when I'm sick or poor, the man to my children, the man I love.

All I can say is, I just can't accept you this way.

My 22nd B'day

今年的二十二歲生日,參雜了很多複雜的情緒. 生日前夕和他吵大架鬧分手, 所有的計畫我都取消了,有時候還偷偷以淚洗臉.

Niki & Dom 為了逗我開心,帶我去了我一直很想去的地方 - Tamarind Spring. 那是一個環境優美的地方,很隱密,周圍都是樹林,還可以聽到青蛙和蟬叫聲. 我記得當晚是下著雨的,那滴滴答答的雨水打在atap屋頂上,令我暫時把不開心的事都拋到腦後去了.

我們三人就在那兒渡過 了我的二十二歲生日. 今年的生日,很默默無聞,也帶點遺憾.

Had my lil birthday cake @ GoDiva in the afternoon

Can't rmb what is this, but it is delicious

Asparagus was good

This salad was nice too, but I'm not a fan of Thai salad

Super value for price lobster soup!!

How can we forget to thank God for everything first before eating =)

Pressie time!

It's a PONY!! I'm planning to do a photoshoot for her =)

Oh yes, champagne for the birthday girl

Thank you darling!

2 years 11 months

15th November 2010 marked the 2 years 11 months of ups & downs; tears & laughters we have been through. You might be cursing...WTF lah, 2 years 11 month also want to celebrate, so doh doh lan yeh. Reason being baby is leaving to Singapore in 2 weeks time, and I will be in Aussie having holiday during our 3 years anniversary.

So we headed down to Marciano's for some nice juicy steak for dinner. I'm glad it was a weekday, there were only few tables occupied, so we had some really great privacy. As we learn to handle each other, I thank God for everything HE took away & provided in this relationship. Looking back 3 years ago, we both grew a lot, and changed a lot (for the better).

Working hard on the bread

Baby finally can smile with his complete set of teeth =p

This steak with apache hot berry sauce is awesome!

Baby's chicken cheese steak. Nice but I think is too jelak, unless you are a crazy cheese lover.

Happy 2 years 11 months

除了畢業典禮和四方帽,我正式結束大學生涯了. 有點害怕要踏入社會,因為要背負的責任多了. 目前,我真的很需要一輛汽車!!!!沒車做event超麻煩的!!!!

最近,我又和他和好如初了...雖說他答應了戒酒,可我不敢再擺百分之百信心了...怪只怪我不夠灑脫,心里真的很想他做到...天阿~~很討厭優柔寡斷的我!!!

這兩個星期都在工作,替自己賺零用錢. 很感謝主聽到我的禱告..阿門! 希望工作會陸續給我接到~~我要學以致用,坐好職位,自己有車有房子. 等有一天我可以很自豪地向天下宣告..."這一切都是靠自己的努力和主的恩典才得到的",一定不可以辜負媽咪的期望 =)

多兩個星期他就去新加坡長期工作了,不知我們會怎樣呢?

十月十日，我说过将你过去的饮酒历史忘得一干二净. 我说过我选择让圣灵做工,不再逼你,一切让主定夺这段感情. 今天，主定夺了，离合真的不由得我. 我天天向主祷告叫他赐我方向，原来是这一个方向. 而且原来当我put God first，我的泪流得出奇的少，心也没有预想中痛...

我本来真的有很多话想要骂你，可是当你爱一个人爱得变成心淡时，疲惫时，我发觉我连要说活的力气都没有了。。。。

我惟有祈祷别让酒成为害了你一生的好朋友。

Drama-Rama

Yesterday Baby G was officially 3 months old. Poor her have to stay in the vet for 1 night observation, and it was also like a night of hell for me.

It was like this:

I brought her up to my room to sleep for the first time as I think it is time to let her out from the cage. I got woken up at 6am by some paper rustling sounds and I saw her biting my books and shit on it!!! So I hit her with the book and made her bite it, so that she wouldn't dare to simply bite stuffs again. I began to clear up the mess, and she started coughing, or sort of like choking. I freaked out, and I dare not sleep and just sat there observing her. She began to salivate, literally like all dangling around her mouth. Then she vomited, both food and blood. I felt like crying already.

Thank God Niki send me to the vet, but the vet said have to send for X-ray as she suspects Baby G swallowed something. However, the result came out fine. So for safety precautions, Baby G had to stay in at the vet for 1 night.

I felt so guilty for the whole night, and I looked up on the internet how to pray A Prayer of Repentance lor! I was so worry that I'd become a puppy murderer! The point I'm trying to make here is, guilt has already eating me up even though it's just a puppy. I really cannot understand how such a real murderer like we always see in newspapers, can live a normal life and sleep soundly in the night for yearssssss before they got caught?!

All I can say now is, Thank God that Baby G is fine, and I learnt how to pray the Prayer of Repentance =)

Niki said my dog is drama-rama, hahaahaha.

"sometimes"

Sometimes, I wish I am deaf and dumb. Then, I will not hear nor say anything hurtful. Sometimes, I wish I have an excellent communication skill. Then, I will know exactly what is the right word to say. Sometimes, I wish I am still a mummy's little girl. Then, I will not need to go through all this shit.

Yeah, I have so much more "sometimes" wishes...How I wish right? Too bad, reality is cruel. I am crying inside my heart. I've had the habit of swallowing back my tears, but sometimes it's just too difficult, it came pouring down.

I've became too dependent, now I wish for the day to come, as I need to begin to find back myself. Love oh love, you are such an invisible killer. I will overflow myself with God's love and my ambitions, so that I will not be such vulnerable victim any more.

You can kiss my ass now!

A hint of rainbow above the sky of Subang Parade, brings me back all the memories where I used to live for 17 years. Those years will be an important chapter in my life.

At that very same night, I dreamt of my previous house in Subang. I guess I really missed those days.

Mummy, I love you.

近排成日響度想明年之計到底要點 (工作, 住宿, 金錢).

有時想刻意不去想, 偏偏就響你腦海中盤旋唔肯走! 好讨厌!

大個女啦, 好多野我都需要自己揸主意. 我唔似其他人咁好彩,有爹地媽咪撐腰.

我有既, 只是話親但是一點都唔親既親戚; 一大堆有亦真亦假既朋友; 同埋一個自己都仲響度揾緊方向感既男友.

大家唔好誤會我既意思, 我只不過係想用個貼切點既方式來表達我有陣時感覺到既無助感, 並無貶低其他人既意思. 我知身邊有好多好關心我既人, 心領啦!

有錢唔是大晒, 但是無錢真是好多野都 kik 住, 阻止佐你既perfect plan.

我好需要方向感ㄚ~~~~~~

LMF THE WILD LAZY TOUR 2010 @ KL

Hello Hello! LMF 的演唱會根本不必多講, 睇相最實際! 而家就來回味下當日的大懶堂時刻啦!

附ticket贈送的tee,埂係要剪點design啦! Thanks Ree

曖昧 與 我

阿肥

Tommy 仔

阿華

阿傑

仁兄呢個動作好天真可愛!

型爆!

MC 與 Kelvin

Kelvin 與 我

你感覺到現場氣氛嗎?

撲街仔!!

屌9你!!

圓滿結束

肥弟弟 與 我

7ate9 醫肚嘆紅酒 =)