Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Drama-Rama

Yesterday Baby G was officially 3 months old. Poor her have to stay in the vet for 1 night observation, and it was also like a night of hell for me.

It was like this:
I brought her up to my room to sleep for the first time as I think it is time to let her out from the cage. I got woken up at 6am by some paper rustling sounds and I saw her biting my books and shit on it!!! So I hit her with the book and made her bite it, so that she wouldn't dare to simply bite stuffs again. I began to clear up the mess, and she started coughing, or sort of like choking. I freaked out, and I dare not sleep and just sat there observing her. She began to salivate, literally like all dangling around her mouth. Then she vomited, both food and blood. I felt like crying already.
Thank God Niki send me to the vet, but the vet said have to send for X-ray as she suspects Baby G swallowed something. However, the result came out fine. So for safety precautions, Baby G had to stay in at the vet for 1 night.

I felt so guilty for the whole night, and I looked up on the internet how to pray A Prayer of Repentance lor! I was so worry that I'd become a puppy murderer! The point I'm trying to make here is, guilt has already eating me up even though it's just a puppy. I really cannot understand how such a real murderer like we always see in newspapers, can live a normal life and sleep soundly in the night for yearssssss before they got caught?!

All I can say now is, Thank God that Baby G is fine, and I learnt how to pray the Prayer of Repentance =)
Niki said my dog is drama-rama, hahaahaha.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

"sometimes"

Sometimes, I wish I am deaf and dumb. Then, I will not hear nor say anything hurtful. Sometimes, I wish I have an excellent communication skill. Then, I will know exactly what is the right word to say. Sometimes, I wish I am still a mummy's little girl. Then, I will not need to go through all this shit.

Yeah, I have so much more "sometimes" wishes...How I wish right? Too bad, reality is cruel. I am crying inside my heart. I've had the habit of swallowing back my tears, but sometimes it's just too difficult, it came pouring down.

I've became too dependent, now I wish for the day to come, as I need to begin to find back myself. Love oh love, you are such an invisible killer. I will overflow myself with God's love and my ambitions, so that I will not be such vulnerable victim any more.

You can kiss my ass now!


Saturday, September 18, 2010


A hint of rainbow above the sky of Subang Parade, brings me back all the memories where I used to live for 17 years. Those years will be an important chapter in my life.

At that very same night, I dreamt of my previous house in Subang. I guess I really missed those days.

Mummy, I love you.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

近排成日響度想明年之計到底要點 (工作, 住宿, 金錢).
有時想刻意不去想, 偏偏就響你腦海中盤旋唔肯走! 好讨厌!
大個女啦, 好多野我都需要自己揸主意. 我唔似其他人咁好彩,有爹地媽咪撐腰.
我有既, 只是話親但是一點都唔親既親戚; 一大堆有亦真亦假既朋友; 同埋一個自己都仲響度揾緊方向感既男友.
大家唔好誤會我既意思, 我只不過係想用個貼切點既方式來表達我有陣時感覺到既無助感, 並無貶低其他人既意思. 我知身邊有好多好關心我既人, 心領啦!
有錢唔是大晒, 但是無錢真是好多野都 kik 住, 阻止佐你既perfect plan.
我好需要方向感ㄚ~~~~~~

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

LMF THE WILD LAZY TOUR 2010 @ KL

Hello Hello! LMF 的演唱會根本不必多講, 睇相最實際! 而家就來回味下當日的大懶堂時刻啦!

附ticket贈送的tee,埂係要剪點design啦! Thanks Ree

曖昧 與 我

阿肥

Tommy 仔

阿華

阿傑

仁兄呢個動作好天真可愛!

型爆!


MC 與 Kelvin

Kelvin 與 我


你感覺到現場氣氛嗎?

撲街仔!!

屌9你!!


圓滿結束

肥弟弟 與 我

7ate9 醫肚嘆紅酒 =)


Wednesday, August 18, 2010

王晋媚birthday

Must be wondering why I have to write her name in Chinese huh? It just feels more intimate lah =) Happy 2X birthday Nicole OngChinMei.

I've known her since Form1 (13 yrs old), it's been 9 years! OMG I feel so old!!!! She's been there for me through thick and thin since the age of 13, thanks babe. I hope I can be your bridesmaid in 2 years time!! *wink* I give you all my best wishes, live your 2X to the fullest!

1 of my favorite earring

MC trying to show off his new tattoo

The Birthday girl

Forcing her to give a speech

Making her to blow the candle from the place she stands, hahaha

Happy time @ TGIF


Kw's Birthday

Yes, time flies lah. Last year we celebrated her birthday @ TGIf, this year @ 7ate9. Happy birthday KW! I hope you will be happy with what you have =)

The Birthday Girl

7ate9

Lurvin' my Pearly X Polkadots look

Darling Jamesi & I

Don't touch my bun!

MC trying to teach us how to pour red wine the right way. The bottle cannot touch the glass, FAILED! XD

Birthday girl & I

Stone kia


Always love this kinda group pic!


Sunday, August 15, 2010

Updates of Baby G

She has started giving me a lot of trouble: biting stuff, pee & poo everywhere, get herself dirty etc. But day by day, she is getting bigger and prettier, and FATTER! She is 6 weeks old now! Sunday is getting super jealous now, she pushes me away whenever I touch her daughter.

Oh yah, I was blonde for 2 weeks

3 weeks old

Just opened eyes

Her tummy looks like it was gonna explode anytime

1 month old

She thinks she damn geng

Another dog afraid of thunder, hiding under my blanket

Then, suddenly everything doesn't matters anymore


Tuesday, August 10, 2010

A step into a new Journey

Yesterday, my hengdai officially tied an eternal knot with Veron Len @ Putrajaya. It was sucky at first, we were all late for 5 mins, and didn't made it on time to witness THE moment. Sorry dude =( , if this happened to me I will surely cry lor... No friend to cheer for me.

But it was all good! We took pictures, we laughed, we hang out after that... I have to say that Simeon is 1 of the real friend that has same channel with me, in UCSI. We helped him with the planning of proposal, to the execution; same group in assignments; lunch partner after class...This friendship is definitely gonna go a long way!

I hereby wish Simeon & Veron live happily ever after!!! Picture time!

12 of us wearing WILL YOU MARRY, have to hide behind the curtain before they arrive

Curtain exposed and Simeon with the ME tee-shirt, took out the ring

Down on his knees....proposing

Awww...I was crying too -_-


Mission accomplished!
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The Big Day

Reenactment of vowing

Reenactment of exchanging rings

Yeah, we broke up, turns out Niki is dating Sam

Armpit sweating....

Dom said this is the Garfield expression

GG Almari latest collection

GG Almari's model doing something to me

While the real couple was shooting HAHAAHA XD

The model trying to steal a kiss from me lor

Simeon copycat