Kem Janadiri

Arrival at FRIM

Introducing us to the kids

Seems like BoonChuan didn't paid attention at all

Walking at the park

Game session - Memorizing sentence


Kids building their own tent

No, im not sleeping in there. We have our own hut =)

Gen tangle up baby

I couldn't believe when i saw this pic , Leo cooking his canai kang-kang

Sweat like pig after 1 and a half hour night walk

The 1st thing our Princess did right after the night walk. Talk about calories

By looking at these kids expression, F&B team did a great job

The next day 6.30 a.m.

Satish, the 1 that always call for Tepuk Commando

Presenting Royal Ranger's cheer song to Datuk.

This motivator scares me, he talks like he wants to fight

I am the Guardian Angel, guarded by me is Crystella

Hukuman...motivators have to do along -_-

Dead tired already during game session & Leo got my disease XD

Scoop as much water as u can with ur palm!

Trust your friend, let them carry you across that box

1 of the most important thing to bring : mosquito repellent

Disease diagnosed : open mouth disease

Indian's greeting : Ne Mes Te

Stop molesting him Reema

Our Bollywood Queen became mad woman when the strong wind blews

I became mad too

Yeah...madness

Oh-so-cliche group picture

The camp was awesome! Although it's tiring like hell, especially we as the motivators have to follow the kids everywhere and keep them hype up all the time...It's not easy job but i did enjoyed it =)

I think every dept. done a really good job. But very unfortunate, it rained during the 1st nite that we had to cancel the camp fire. I never experience b4 leh >"<. But thumbs up for the F&B team lah, still managed to cook so much foods while we were away at the jungle night walk. I kept imagining stuffs while we were walking in the jungle and scaring myself. Alot alot of fun moments with the IACT members & the kids... I'll let the picture post later tell the story lah, arm's muscle tired of typing already. Not kidding.

And i miss my baby too.

Today is the last day of College life, for Diploma. Excluding the 2 papers which will be finishing by next Friday, & also the 2 days 1 night camp building with the 30 kids as our final project, i am consider graduated, i guess? I am so gonna miss DMC01,02,03. Although competing is a bitchy thing to do, but i actually enjoyed the group competitiveness especially during Hardip's & Nathan's weekly press conference class -_- lol. We had all the kinkiest, gayest, shortest, biggest, bitchiest (in a good way) lecturers...u name it, through out this 6 semesters and i'm sure we all had fun learning from them.

There's alot of things need to be prepare for this Sunday's camp. I am one of the motivator and im kinda struggling coz we all have to speak in Malay with the kids. I don't even know how to say motivate in BM -_-. Anyways, this is my 1st time going to camp and i'm really looking forward to it. I wanna play flying fox.... Our beloved ferociousss Leo even suggested to bring "holy water" & "long-short-thing" to keep us awake for the night. U go Leo! Nvm if u don't have a clue what the heck am i talking about.

This month is such a broke month for me. I need more jobs. And i keep thinking of lomo camera today...hint hint. Nite peepz.

KL INK tattoo party.

This Friday 15/08/08 @ Maison.

I am so gonna go for this event. C ya guys, coz i know lots of you will be there as u guys have already spamming Facebook eh? *wink*

Adios~

Precious pics of 4 of us coz it's damn hard to get 4 of us together and snap a pic. =) Love u guys~!

exclude that 2 male , only me & Steph

I wonder 10 years down the road how would our life be.

Sam's 24th B'day Video

Sorry for the delay people. Finally the video is up. Once again, thanks alot =)

July 29th - The THING i was always talking about is actually a surprise b'day video for my baby. I would like to blame Murphy's Law for this, 2 person actually leaked hints and hence, it was not surprising at all on the day i showed him. I was really disappointed to the max coz it was such a failure. Time arrangement with his friends is the most difficult part, and plus i have no transport and i have class everyday with assignments piling up, all these almost drove me up the wall. No wonder my period came earlier LOL. Nevertheless, all the hard works are worth it when you see a smile on someone face. But i think it would be better if I see tears of joy. I tried to upload the b'day video, but i can't somebody teach me.

Baby, now that you are 1 year older, be prepare that there will be more expectations & responsibilites on you. And i'm very glad that you are willing to change your bad temper =). God answered my prayer.

July 30th - Stephanie Chin's 20th b'day. We celebrated at Maison because our Miss Cow here has never been to club before. No worries, now you had your 1st time, there will be more to come. But make sure no more Bollywood Drama! Don't gulp it down lah, drink at your own pace darling. I don't know whether you rmb asking me this question that night :

"What happened to 4 of us? Why is always 3 of you and i'm so left out? Will you guys miss me after i go back to US?"

Nth happened to 4 of us, you feel left out that time b'coz you were so attached with your relationship that you neglected us in a way that you yourself didn't noticed. No hard feelings babe. The next thing you should do is learn how to balance yourself between friend & bf. The previous 4 years was not a waste of time, it was just another path that you have to take in order to grow. And yes, we will miss you b'coz we have always missed you when you were gone. =)


Ooh, and today Ashley actually dropped her bf to work and drove home alone! So proud of myself! And last but not least, thank you to all who had contributed to the b'day video,.

I call today as the Team Fierce's Laughter Day. Not to say like we don't laugh enough at other days, but today is extra laughter. First we got our very Fierce member Reema making a fool out of herself on FlyFm. Apparently Sebastian knows the DJ of HitzFm & FlyFm. First, he got Reema to make a dedication on HitzFm, then on FlyFm as well.

" I want to make a shoutout to members of Team Fierce - Niki, Leo, Steph & Ashley. Do you have Pussycat Dolls - When I Grow Up? "
Then our tangachi being the songstress, started singing ~ when i grow up, i wanna be famous, i wanna have BOOBIES ~

"Girl, I think it's ~ i wanna have GROUPIES, not BOOBIES" said the DJ of FlyFm.

Talk about embarrasing moment man. Lucky thing it's not on-air live Reema. Yeah, and of coz we all had a good laugh at her.

Then we had BollyWood session in class, all thanks to me bringing the scarf to college today. I was trying to be Reema's Indian mother-in-law.

3 more days! I only have another 72 hours to complete THE thing. God please give me more time, or atleast make the time pass slower -_-. Now i understand my DaDa's feeling when she did that for me. Appreciate it lah. Can't sleep well these 2 night. Really stress about THE thing, plus I have 3 assignments due in 2 weeks time. This is driving me crazy. Damn regret that i started so late lah, procrastination kills.

I overslept again this morning. Lucky thing it was not Miss V's class. Last night i was talking to Reema about college blues, so gonna miss all the bitchy-ness & blondeness we had together. I just hope our friendship like what Reema said would be too strong to be discard. Anyway, we might be going to Lang Tengah for our graduation trip. Cross finger that everything will works out well.

Some people just don't know how to appreciate what others did for them. And there are some people that just would thank you for even the smallest / easiest things you've done that makes you feel so much appreciated. Whatever the time or energy spent on doing those things just make it so much worth it.

I'm not saying that people expect something back from you when you do something for somebody, but a simple thank-you won't kill much of your saliva i think? Why does one always have to be so harsh on words? It really makes you feel better and greater when your words are piercing through other people?

I feel so stupid now. And tired. It's not a good sign.

My baby got his tongue pierced. And on the same night we attended Sh!tDisco vs. LapSap @ Zouk. That night was fucking awesome. M'sia's clubbing scene really need more new Djs, unconventional one of course.

Recently been spending quite some times to accompany one of my friend. Poor girl has changed from a happy person to a depressed one. My heart aches everytime i see her bruises all over her own body. Love can really transform someone. From a gloomy person to a cheerful person, and in this case, it's vice versa. I know you won't be reading this, but i just want to let u know that it doesn't worth it at all to hurt yourself for a guy. Think about your friends & your family members, you are hurting them and hurting yourself at the same time. I pray that you will soon recover from this incident, and always rmb that I still love you, like what you told me before. =)

There's been a lot of stuffs spinning in my head these few days, so much stuffs yet so little time. I need a direction.

Went to PD for a weekend with my baby, Alice & Darry. It feels so nice to get out from the hustle bustle of the city and enjoy the oh-not-so-clean beach -_-. Better than nth right? Atleast i got my long-awaited sun-tan session finally. Poor Darry & Sam just couldn't get tan, sometimes it's not that good to be born darn fair teeheehee. Tan skin is in the trend now okay. People would have thought 4 of us are crazy, sitting under the sun while others hiding under the shades.

I guess you should be smart enuff to know what game is this.

Photoshop makes wonders.


Hou yao feel =)


Photoshop really does wonders!


HArdcore huh?

My first tattoo

Mummy holding a baby - in remembrance of my mum.

Finally i got my belated Valentines' present last Monday. Poor Nicole & Sam's hand was half crushed by me during that 4 hour process. Don't worry Nicole, the next time u do i'll let u crush mine too, but i doubt you'll need me. And yeah i didn't forget U, the next time u do i'll teman you as also. Fair & square.

It's very very itchy now, skin's peeling. Will be all good within this 2-3 days. It's still quite hard to believe that i actually did this fucking big size tattoo for a noobie, and i'm damn proud of myself LOL. I actually wanted it to be as big as my palm, but the design came out twice the size i wanted. Oh what the hell, i liked it that's all that matters.

Met up with Shih Mun & the others @ Italiannies the other day. He's leaving to Melbourne U. A young mature buddy of mine since primary school. Alot of girls used to have a crush on him, including me if i'm not wrong. LOL. Our lan-si small gas Melvin Moh came too, he actually turned out to be friendlier this time. I used to think he is nth but a cocky racer racing all over the countries, he's changed. Everytime driving the latest BMW models, ahhh how lucky! Was really nice chilling out with all this old buddies, afterall we've been friends for more than 10 years. I feel so bad infront of them coz i'm the only that changes the most? They're all so goody goody lah. It's okay, atleast i'm not consuming drugs & putting out fires. I'm trying to live as good as i can =)

It doesn't matter if i don't have a perfect family. I'm still going on the right track, and prioritizing my studies & future. So positive right? I bet you can't find someone as positive as me LOL. The only bad thing is I don't have someone to fall back when i need to make decisions. Yes, friends are out there giving opinions, but the decision maker is always me myself. I'm so scared of making BIG decisions sometimes. Speaking about this, there's a big decision to be made after i graduate at this August. To continue pursuing a degree? To work? Where? God please give me a sign.

Brought QQ to AhSou's place for grooming. It's like a doggy gathering when u have 6 dogs together at 1 house. Somehow we started talking about Christianity. AhSou started going to church last year Sep and baptised on 23rd Dec without telling her husband. She only tells him the next day and they argued over it, but she got a necklace with cross as X'mas present from him, hidden under her pillow. This is how great our God is, within 24 hours transform a person from reluctant to acceptance. It's like when the first time i found out Sam actually prays i was really happy. It's really a big step forward.

That 3 weeks of hospitalization was really a tough time, not only for him, but for me & his families as well, physical, emotional & mental especially. I don't know what i can do more to help him except giving him moral support & try to assist him in anyway i can within my boundaries. Every night i pray that this incident somehow in a way will change him for good and learn how to appreciate life.

Alice told me something very meaningful just now :
" You need to learn how to appreciate yourself if you want others to appreciate you."

I totally agree with her. Give other people a valid reason for loving you by appreciating yourself first, nobody appreciates rubbish. This includes putting down your ego & pride and stop telling people " this is who I am, I've been like this since I'm born ", instead try telling yourself " I'm not what I am, I can change for the better ". Trust me, you'll earn more respect when you dare to admit your weakness because not many can do that, it takes alot of guts.

We are officially 6months already last Sunday. Time really flies. Didn't celebrated it coz he was darn sick and i had to take care of him. To make it up, he brought me to this Fun Fair at Bukit Jalil without letting me know.

"Where u bringing me?"
"You'll know. It's somewhere we've been together but this time at different location."

This year's CNY we went to one at Ipoh. It sux big time.

Honestly, i've never done this with any of my ex-es before. I used to think it's stupid lah =p. So yeah, it's my first time sitting on a bumper car. Fell in love with it already. Didn't play much coz he still haven't fully recovered from all the operations but we did went on the ferris wheel though.

"There's a saying that when a couple is at the highest point at the sky and if they kiss each other, they will be happy forever. " And he kissed me.

WAHAHAHAH ok i know i sound damn blonde now, and i'm not that kind of girl that likes this kind of romantic stuffs...but once in a while, i don't mind lah! I know that's all bullshit actually, but white lies does no harm. =D

If to describe my feeling now, it is like Mariah Carey's - DreamLover. =)

Thank you Baby.

7th June 08 was the day Cindy & Andy tied their knot at the Palace Beach & Spa. It's actually Niki's 3rd sister, and me being the 5-quarter sister was one of the jimuis. It was such a tiring day, from 8a.m. till 11p.m. Ah 3 was so grumpy that day lah, i understood that it's her big day and she wants everything to be perfect. But me being the bride's butler is so scary, i'm alwiz worrying when Ah 3 is going to fire me LOL. I really like the wedding ceremony at the beach side. It was going to rain but it didn't, i heard ppl were praying very hard for Cindy & Andy. Praise the Lord =) I'm going to upload a few pics 1st, the others need to wait for the photographer, which appears to be our dear Stephanie Chai Pei Tze's friend.

Me Ah4 LiWei

LiWei Niki & Me (the three 5th sisters)

Just came back from movie, The Incredible Hulk. I'd give 3/5 stars.

I've been trying very hard to recover from the holiday mood for the past whole week. It's really hard, coz i was off to JB last Friday for a BMW Golf Competition job at Skudai, right after 1 day i touched down KL. We stayed at Pulai Springs Resort, it was really nice there. Oh, and i drove a buggy. Such a nice experience =).

Today is my 1st time skipping class for this semester, was worn out lah. Niki & I woke up at 8a.m. and brought QQ out for a jog. We jogged down and up the hill and rubbish QQ half way already tired. Felt so nice after not sweating for a long time.

Ah 3's wedding is this Sat. Dom is getting done with the slides and interview session for the wedding dinner. Niki is emcee cum chief bridesmaid. I am tea-lady in the morning and butler through out the day. FYI, butler is the one in-charge of the couple's outfits lah. Yesterday Ah 3 & DearDear went for extra photoshooting session at William's studio, i was just tagging along Niki. But in the end i wore 1 of Ah 3's gown and got few shoots together with them !! So happie!! I want my close friends to make appearance in my wedding photoshoot next time as well. So be my close friends ppl LOL~

Anyway, i posted some of the pics from Melbourne at facebook already, if you guys wanna view pls go facebook lah as it's too many for me to upload here. We are talking about the amount of few hundreds ppl!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=123493&l=4c92c&id=886100155
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=124279&l=0b47e&id=886100155

Melbourne here i come!

I am leaving to Melb tomorrow morning with KahJin!! Getting really excited. I tried to pack as less as i can but somehow my luggage are still half full -_- . I am so gonna pay for overweight. Can't wait to meet up with my friends =)

These whole week have been slow. I spent most of my time acompanying my baby & doing my internship report, that's all. Steph came back to M'sia, & yet i have no time to meet up with her. Sorry la auntie, will find u as soon as i come back alrite. Peanut Adrian's b'day & farewell didn't get to go. I felt damn bad, i guess just have to save $ and see him at Vietnam lah.

Met up with Reema & Leo today. Miss my college life loads. Just love crapping with these people. I checked the new schedule, we have classes at freaking night time. This is crazy.

Anyway, i have my month of June planned!! Hopefully nth goes wrong this time *cross fingers*
-Niki's sis getting marry, i'm gonna be 1 of the jimui =)
-Get my long-awaited Valentine present, tattoo, done!
-Hair extension, which means new look for me again =)

Signing off - see u guys after 28th. Atleast I still have Melbourne trip after i miss Bangkok trip =) gonna miss my Baby badly.

2 more days to the end of my internship! So ready to go for Melbourne *big grins*. My baby has been discharged on Monday and is rotting at home now.

Me & Megan are thinking to buy a light green shirt for Faybian. First, it is CEO's corporate colour. Second, Faybian doesn't suit black & white, coz he looks like a joker. *tehehe* I will miss him and his jokes lah. This 3 months of internship has been fun & fruitful.

I'm trying very hard to think of my professional learning outcomes now -_-. Fucking internship report is driving me crazy. I have to finish it before the 17th. Better get back to it.

Ciaoz.

Here are some pictures from last Friday's event. I attended JIN's 50th(last tour) @ Titanium Dance Club.

Mc Toy / Keat

Me & Nikki

Keat. Edmund. Melvin

The trainer & me

Me & Edmund

One of the bosses of ManHand - Danny.

Keat & Me.
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JIN in the house.

Chinese proud.

Their routine dance.

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Guest performance for JIN - by Manhand

Mc Toy & FeiDidi.

Okay, random pictures. The toilet in Titanium Dance Club is damn beautiful.

Yes, fully Moschino-nised.

Just love the toilet lah.

I got my braces done for the upper part today, not that pain after all, or maybe the pain haven't come yet. Sam did his operation for his left eye today as well. Can't wait to see my baby tomorrow =). It's been 3 weeks in the hospital already.

It's Dom's b'day last Thursday. We had a surprise BBQ party for him. Didn't take much picture, was tired & lazy.

Love that Strawberry pie from Sunway Resort Hotel.

I was too tired, didn't join them for drinking game.

I am very thankful for having real friends, especially at this period. You guys made my life easier. Thank you for sending sweet messages, thank you for calling up just to check on me =) I'm doing good.

Sam has been transferred to the normal ward yesterday. I thank God for answering my prayer for blessing him with speedy recovery. I sincerely hope that during this period he will learn alot, and i will learn together as well. Patience, responsibility, appreciation, togetherness. Whatever not.

Also, i'm not going to Bangkok & photoshooting session for EverAfter already. =( I can still go to Bangkok but putting myself into Sam's shoe, it's not nice at all.

Internship ending in a month. Time flies.

My heart aches so much. How i wish i could share half of the pain with you. Everytime i close my eyes i see your face. I see you lying on the ICU bed. I keep imagining when you bang your car, you are full of blood. This is killing me.

My bf had a car accident on Friday morning about 5a.m. and the last one he called was me, i did not answered it b'coz by the time I answer the call was ended. I assumed he was safe home. I felt fucking guilty, who knows i might have saved you from accident.

I really hope you learn your lesson, stop drinking like that. Everybody are so worried for you, so many people cried for you, especially your mum. Life is so short, i don't even dare to imagine if you are gone, just like that.

I'm so tired, but i can't sleep...

I'm really enjoying my work =)))). Volkswagen launch + test drive tomorrow and Sat at Bukit Kiara. GIVI launch on the 15th. Suzuki dinner on the 21st.

A lil sneak preview for another event on the 9ht of May :

A new lifestyle + fashion magazine will be launched in a club with the concept of 60's. Venue not confirmed yet. But we get to dress up...wahahaha my favourite la!

So bless to have a fun event on the last day of my internship. Gonna miss Tony Butters & Bavany Batman so much, these 2 gonna leave on mid-April =(((.

Batman's b'day was yesterday, we had a lil pre-celebration for her in the office. Started drinking at 5p.m. Actual party will be tomorrow night at Duta Vista apartment. Peanut Adrian & Butters Tony are gonna perform a strip show hahaahaha...can't say more about it *zip mouth*. You can go dl the song "SexBomb" though.

Will be shooting for EverAfter again on the 23rd. This time with bridal gowns. I wonder how i would look like? Can't imagine.

See, such a fruitful month right? May would be much more fun, b'coz i'm going to Bangkok with my beloved ones & Melbourne with KahJin. No signs of Ashley for the whole month of May.